Trials and Pain: The Ministry of the Night
Tozer proposes the devil, things and people being what they are, it is necessary for
God to use the hammer, the file and the furnace in His holy work of
preparing a saint for true sainthood. It is doubtful whether God can
bless a man greatly until He has hurt him deeply.
For His anger is but for a moment, His favor is for life; weeping may
endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning.
--Psalm 30:5
But there is a limit to man's ability to live without joy. Even Christ
could endure the cross only because of the joy set before Him. The
strongest steel breaks if kept too long under unrelieved tension. God
knows exactly how much pressure each one of us can take. He knows how
long we can endure the night, so He gives the soul relief, first by
welcome glimpses of the morning star and then by the fuller light that
harbingers the morning.
Slowly you will discover God's love in your suffering. Your heart will
begin to approve the whole thing. You will learn from yourself what all
the schools in the world could not teach you-the healing action of faith
without supporting pleasure. You will feel and understand the ministry
of the night; its power to purify, to detach, to humble, to destroy the
fear of death and, what is more important to you at the moment, the fear
of life. And you will learn that sometimes pain can do what even joy
cannot, such as exposing the vanity of earth's trifles and filling your
heart with longing for the peace of heaven.
A W Tozer, That Incredible Christian Eddie's addendum:
Wallowing at the bottom of a deep dark abyss is no place to launch life
from. I do know that I can not see in the dark. Much moving
in my blinded state will likely only cause me to fall further into the
chasm. I also know that God is with me. No matter how
deep and dark there He is also. While I can not see in the dark He
can. I will reach out and hold fast to Him. I will wait for
His leading. I will not move unless He guides me. If He does
not move then I remain stationary and fast to Him, waiting and absorbing
the ministry of the night. A mighty man of valor suggested to me that
a body whose only point of reference was fixed to its' self would not
know if it were moving until it came into the light. He suggested
that the entire valley might be moving. Perhaps to a high
plain or even a mountain top. Perhaps?
"Thank You, Father, for the ministry of the night, for the lessons
of pain. But thank You, too, that we're not alone in the night.
Thank You for the morning star and the glimpse of the light of
morning. Amen." |